I am a troubled person. Everything in my life is so unorganized. I need time. Time away from life. I wish I had the power to freeze time. I've had my share of many unhealthy mistakes. I've hurt myself and my friends and most of all my parents. I can't stand seeing people that I care about getting hurt anymore. Time for a substantial change in my life.

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I really miss you. Perhaps things won't be the same anymore. I already moved on and I really want you to do the same. I'm still young and so are you.. I think this was the best decision I've made ever since I've been with you. You don't know how much I want to talk to you but I'm still scared. You just don't understand what I'm feeling inside, I don't think you ever did, but I know you tried. You always tried so hard to make me happy and I'm sorry that it wasn't enough for me to stay with you. I'm really sorry for putting you through misery for a while. But trust me, if we were meant to be, we'd see each other again. I still think about you.. I'm struggling so much right now.. I'm in so much debt it's unbelievable. I'm feeling so many mixed emotions right now. I'm just stressing the same way as I did before. I'm doing things I shouldn't be doing. I'm doing things that only will hurt myself and my body. I'm just not doing so well right now. But I don't want you to worry. Seems like we both are going the wrong way in life again.. I just thought that you'd know better than what I did.. o well!

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